My husband is correct: he can't say anything critical to me or I'll flip out. Little does he know my angry part comes out and now its fight or flight. He doesn't allow me to leave and then I'm taken over. Its as if I can feel anger running through my blood and things get thrown. I'm screaming at times, out of control and I hate it. All of it. Always on guard. Unable to handle being around others. I hope it ends because I have so little left. In the rage I guess I scratched myself, on the face and neck. Emotions flood every part of me and all I can hear is what a rotten person I am. Self deprecate. And I'm miserable