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Our Life Beyond MKULTRA, Book 1 Paperback – June 13, 2013
- Print length236 pages
- LanguageEnglish
- Publication dateJune 13, 2013
- Dimensions6 x 0.54 x 9 inches
- ISBN-101490439684
- ISBN-13978-1490439686
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- Publisher : CreateSpace Independent Publishing Platform (June 13, 2013)
- Language : English
- Paperback : 236 pages
- ISBN-10 : 1490439684
- ISBN-13 : 978-1490439686
- Item Weight : 14.6 ounces
- Dimensions : 6 x 0.54 x 9 inches
- Best Sellers Rank: #2,638,234 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)
- #75,848 in Memoirs (Books)
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- Reviewed in the United States on October 23, 2019I used it for information to know more about what on earth is going on around us; She definitely tells us. I am glad she wrote this and though some is a bit of a shock, it's not as much of one in terms of things I have witnessed and seen around others etc. My hope is to be aware, to be loving and not to be judgmental as that is something that they are all terrified of since they were abused and broken since tiny babies or in the womb even. How do you deal with that if it is yourself? I actually don't know but I do know we can't sit here and hate on people and that is what they seem to encounter.
- Reviewed in the United States on January 20, 2018When you read this book, you have to read it with the understanding that it’s not going to be one cohesive story, but a bunch of little stories because this is how it’s presented to the author by her different personalities. Because of this, most of the time she doesn’t know the full sequence of events because it wasn’t presented to her. One has to be compassionate enough to understand the horrific things she was exposed to since infancy and not judge the book based on how a ‘normal’ person would write. She wrote this book to help others who are undergoing deep deprogramming. No one has the right to judge her or what she went through just because they don’t understand or can’t relate.
- Reviewed in the United States on September 19, 2017Horrifying story of the ultimate slavery. Despite the multiple personalities, I think the book would be less confusing if Elisa still referred to herself as "I" instead of "we". Even though her memories are split into a thousand pieces with entities or apparent demons attaching to many/all of the various personalities, it made it hard to know when she was with outside people or alone when she used the "we" pronoun. But she tells an amazing and terrible story. She is living perpetually in some gray region of existence that is outside the world that the ordinary person inhabits.
- Reviewed in the United States on October 16, 2020Just received the book and haven't started reading it yet but i am familiar with this subject. I'm giving it a 5 star just for her courage to share the story. Witnessing the recent events such as Covid 19 and lockdowns i think the entire world, but the west in particular, is under of some type of a trauma based mind kontrol and that is why everyone is unbelievably giving up their liberties in exchange for security.
5.0 out of 5 starsJust received the book and haven't started reading it yet but i am familiar with this subject. I'm giving it a 5 star just for her courage to share the story. Witnessing the recent events such as Covid 19 and lockdowns i think the entire world, but the west in particular, is under of some type of a trauma based mind kontrol and that is why everyone is unbelievably giving up their liberties in exchange for security.the entire population is under some mk ultra
Reviewed in the United States on October 16, 2020
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- Reviewed in the United States on May 7, 2022Everyone should Bury themselves in this 2 book saga. Having know people like the author, I know its not some made up fantasy. HAVING relatives in govt, I know the tip of the iceberg is pure shiest, and what you can't see is x-files levels of evil
- Reviewed in the United States on January 8, 2025Took a lot of courage to write this book I knew it when I purchased it it was going to be a lot to wrap my head around. Don't regret it at all, I purchased a more modern version with two books included in one. After a while the lady just continues to repeat herself and ramble on though it could have been about half as long. C minus at Best in my opinion.
- Reviewed in the United States on December 10, 2014This autobiography took phenomenal courage and self sacrifice to put out to the world. The story is deeply disturbing and will assault the sensibilities of anyone with an ounce of compassion and concern for our fellow human beings. The story is an unfortunate truth about the institutionalization of torture and mind control within the dominant power structure of our world. Elisa has taken on the underbelly of the beast to awaken us all to our need to view reality for what it is and to reclaim/remember who and what we are as human beings.
- Reviewed in the United States on February 14, 2021Terrifying to know the depth of this existence. So many forgotten victims. Americans should be ashamed that this has been swept under the rug.
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Shehab El RefaiReviewed in Germany on December 19, 2017
5.0 out of 5 stars MK Ultra book 1
got the delivery and thank you for the sharing of this information,
great condition. Highly recommended to purchase or read
- Casey JungReviewed in Australia on July 26, 2020
5.0 out of 5 stars Informative and be prepared for disturbing facts revealed in the book
I found it to be well written and informative regarding how highly organized and pro active, the Illuminatis are. This is not for fainted hearted eyes to read as there are graphic visual scenes described of the author's ordeals and suffering. Read it with a steely heart and brave yourself for many unsettling situations, the author has to come to grips with her own healing.
- Hope LappinReviewed in the United Kingdom on January 10, 2015
5.0 out of 5 stars Grateful to have found it
This is an amazing book. I read it in a couple of days, couldn't put it down. For those who are uncovering their own victimisation at the hands of MKUltra this book will likely validate your experiences and give you a greater understanding of the feelings and pain involved in deprogramming. Parts of the book are triggering but that is to be expected. It is honest and brave of the author to share her experiences in this way. A true warrior soul. It has helped me a lot. Grateful to have found it. Just about to start reading Book 2. I wish the author well on her journey to freedom.
- JennieReviewed in the United Kingdom on February 19, 2019
5.0 out of 5 stars Brave beyond words.
Brilliant and terrifyingly honest account of Elisa's life.
She is a martyr and so brave for being so honest in helping awake the world to the real evils in this world.
- Amazon CustomerReviewed in Canada on March 8, 2016
1.0 out of 5 stars One Star
almost impossible to read