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Joyful Voyager

@joyful-voyager / joyful-voyager.tumblr.com

Yes, I write fanfiction. Why? Because corporations now own our modern mythologies, and they're not especially interested in doing the things that mythologies are intended to do, like explore the big questions of life, death, love and loss. Some of them do cover that territory, of course. But in the pursuit of money, a lot of that important exploration gets left out. And that's where fanfic writers come in. Also, I only write fanfic for Star Trek: Voyager. And boy, did the last owners of that modern mythology leave out a lot of important stuff, or what? You can find my fanfic on AO3 as "lauawill" or ffn as "Laura W." I'll link things up here as well. Enjoy. Also, I take pictures. Lots and lots and lots of pictures. I'll try not to clutter up this page with too many of them, but sometimes I can't resist.
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Silver lining: The cancer spread to my brain was caught very early by an MRI that was ordered kind of by accident. There’s a lot of cancer in there, but the spots are tiny and causing me zero neurological impairment whatsoever. My team has ordered 10 whole-brain radiation treatments. This is very aggressive, but they think most of the spots can be completely eliminated by the treatment. And the bigger lesion, which, again, is not yet causing problems, can be reduced significantly so it doesn’t start causing problems for a good long while.

I’m sad and scared, but feeling like being around for my daughter’s college graduation in December 2022 is not out of reach. That’s the date circled on my mental calendar right now. Make it to that date, and anything after that will be bonus time.

Keep putting positive thoughts into the universe, folks. Tell the people who mean something to you that you love them. Sing, dance, play, be creative. Choose kindness. Life is too short for anything else.

I’m not giving up yet.

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Cancer has spread to my brain.

This is my greatest fear, folks. I just don’t even know how to deal with this anymore.

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thedooodle
Captain Chakotay: so you say there’s a malfunction in the Training Hologram? What’s the issue?
Engineer: Yeah…uh…it might be better if you just see it.
Hologram Janeway: *crushing Rok-tahk’s head into her bosom crying* THIS IS MY ROCK BABY AND I LOVE HER!
Captain Chakotay: Oh boy.
Engineer: What do we do?
Captain Chakotay: I’m the proud father of four children, six dogs and a hamster. There’s nothing you CAN do!
Rok-Tahk: *muffled* I can’t breathe!
Captain Chakotay: Just give her a couple more minutes, Kid! She’ll tucker out and let go!
Hologram Janeway: I’ll never let go of this precious being! Never!
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bizships

😂😂

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only slightly incorrect quote from 5x03 Extreme Risk
Chakotay: B'Elanna, you can't just shut off your emotions
B'Elanna: The hell I can't. Besides, what do YOU do all day, old man?
Chakotay: I don't shut off my emotions. I stew in them. I stare at the captain all day and MARINATE in my feelings.
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Really struggling this week with depression, pain management, and the reality that my cancer isn’t really responding to treatment anymore. I slept for just 3 hours last night, and even that was due to the sheer exhaustion of being wracked with pain for the 6 hours prior.

Is there anybody out there with a truly uplifting J/C story I haven’t read yet? I’m desperate for something to take my mind off everything.

Help.

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lodessa

I feel like we seriously need to talk about these gifs: The oh so gentle way he reaches out and caresses her arm, as much emotional as physical steadying.  The way they turn their faces towards each other in perfect unison. The way they react to jostling somehow by going towards each other (rather than in the same direction)… like their instinct is to come together for support no matter the circumstances.

 Also they both just look really pretty here with their perfect hands and her romantically starting to fall out of its confines hair and their worried little faces and perfect profiles and sad eyebrow raises and glorious cheekbones and his oh so kissable lips.

This so perfect.

You can see that even with the whole crew around them they seek comfort and assurance in each other.

She doesn’t just take his arm - he lays his hand over hers. This is such an intimate gesture. (Also why did that woman have to walk in front of them right then?)

Now look at that. That’s not just relief, that’s “I need to touch you all over to make sure you’re really not dead” relief.

That’s “Let me truly look at you again before I leave you for two seconds in case you die on me again

And finally, this is “I’ve seen half of my crew down, but Oh God, not him, please not him” angst.

These two are just so close and intimate with each other. 

You called?

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talsi74656

I feel like this needs to make the rounds again.

It’s more than worthy, don’t you think?

More than worthy. This post can constantly be on my dash for all I care!

Wow. Such a connection! Live on my dash, kthx. Also that one GIF, #3…can we title it “The Caress”?

There is so much more here than just “captain and first officer.” In any of the gifs, really. Can you imagine Kira going into Sisko’s office with a peace rose, or Riker sobbing over Picard’s body? No. Because the Janeway/Chakotay dynamic is more than that and should have been acknowledged through the end of the series. *sigh* but I guess that’s why we have fanfic

This post is such pure, essential J/C.

They care so deeply for each other and their relationship is just so very special.

She touches him all the time:

But he’s also so concerned with her well being.

And then can I just ask how so far we missed this:

Cause they just hold hands. On the bridge. In front of everyone. Completely unapologetic.

Their love and support of each other is just so damn beautiful.

I must reblog this every time it comes across my dash. It’s in my contract

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bizships

This post is everything. And should always be reblogged.

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flootzavut

I love everything this post chooses to be.

(Also I love that it’s a het ship that isn’t based on haha they’re so incompatible or haha they hate each other, it’s based on they’re each other’s best friend and they love and trust each other.)

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rosway

I just always need this here.

I’m in love with that fact that this post is going around again.

And while I’m at it:

(all gifs by @janewayseyebrow​)

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The flirt is strong….

The simple intimate gesture of touching his foot… my very long married grandparents did that as a sign of affection.

Then to his chest…

And finally a gesture that would have been a kiss had they been alone. 

I’ll conclude with:

Long pat on the *inside* of his knee, that she doesn’t move until he does.   These are two people who are extremely close and intimate with each other. 

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And he clearly looks just as good walking out of a room as he does walking into it. ;)

Again all gifs that I just added are by @janewayseyebrow

I’m looooooving all this soo much!!! My JC shipper heart is so full!! ♥️♥️♥️♥️

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manalyzer13

I need this on my dash again

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mia-cooper

Ahh, it’s back. I needed some fluff this morning

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carter-sg-1

Ah these two… You’d think I’d have grown bored with them after all these years but no, as i grow older I find them more and more relatable….

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ariella884

time for this again….I think so!

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tri42

Ill never not reblog this.

Moar plz…

This

How can holding a cup be so sexy? The way she is looking at him too.

Can’t get enough of these two!! Will always reblog this… how can I not??!

Again, yesss, again!

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heartofcas

IT’S BACK!

Yesssss! Let’s make this the longest J/C repost! 🥰

@iamsojanegay Is this the lovely J/C post you’re looking for? 

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iamsojanegay

@janewaysratherirregularstarlog IM CRYIN THANK U SO MUCH

Me: *does not really ship j/c*

Me after seeing this post:

This must always be reblogged. I love them so much 😩

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janewaylover

HERE WE GO AGAIN ❤️

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Kathryn "I'm so glad he's alive so I must touch him with my two hands" Janeway

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And more bad news at the cancer center. I can’t catch a break at all.

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Lost my father-in-law yesterday to a massive heart attack. That means my husband and I lost all 4 parents in the space of 5 years. It never rains, but it pours.

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How much do you want to bet that in Prodigy, the kids/teens are pressing a bunch of buttons while trying to work out how to fly the thing, and they accidentally send some sort of signal/message to Starfleet? The Admiralty will then, of course, realise that they've not lost their ship and decide to send someone out to retrieve it (that someone being our newly announced Captain Chakotay).

Now, if I had any say in it (I don't, more's the pity), it would be none other than Admiral Janeway who lets our intrepid captain know his mission. She wishes him luck and requests that he makes sure he comes home (yes, at some point, we would see the flash of rings!).

Under the guise of more episodic storytelling, we would mostly follow our rag-tag group of Delta Quadrant natives. We would also get short clips of Chakotay and his team trying to track down these kids who are flying all over the place. Eventually, Chakotay catches up to them, but they freak out and flee. Chakotay has to video Kathryn and tell her that he's seen the ship but is yet to bring it back under Starfleet control and won't be home just yet.

The next time Chakotay catches up with Dal and his "crew", he manages to convince them to hear him out. The kids agree to bring the ship back to Federation space. They get into some adventures along the way, and they (particularly Dal) start to see Chakotay as a sort of father figure. (Of course, the focus is on the kids, so we mostly see things from their perspective).

In my mind, this is over like two seasons. The end of Season One would see Chakotay finally catch up with the wayward ship. And the end of Season Two would have something happen as they make their way back to Federation space that separates Chakotay (and his officers) from the kids. Obviously, Dal and his friends can't leave their new dad behind, so they go after them.

They try to contact Starfleet, and they end up getting hold of Kathryn because they had mimicked what Chakotay would do. They are surprised to see an older looking version of their beloved hologram. Kathryn has already started to fall in love with these kids from her conversations with Chakotay (even though this is the first time she's "met" them), and while she's worried about them and Chakotay, she wishes them luck, nonetheless.

Season Three would see the kids fighting to rescue Chakotay (who we see clips of him and his crew trying to get free of whatever has them) and then being reunited. They would finally get to Earth and meet the Admiral. There would be a reunion between Kathryn and Chakotay, and then Kathryn would extend that to the kids, and they would feel like they have an eclectic but awesome family.

This is a lovely idea and I would love to see it play out this way! But if it doesn’t … I’d love to see you tackle it in a multi-chapter fic!

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He lives to torture people.

@giffingthingsss​ bro don’t leave this in the tags it’s so funny

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: Chakotay’s favorite pasttime is messing with people. The dude loves pressing people’s buttons and watching them get all wound up. And what are they gonna do about it, huh? He’s the First Officer. Are they gonna complain to the captain??? Ya know, the lady who is A. in love with him and B. also a big fan of messing with people???? 

He 100% would absolutely have the best time being a dad, too. He and Kathryn would absolutely team up to prank their children on a weekly basis. Their kids would be unable to whine about anything because they would have Chakotay on one side letting them dig themselves in a hole while he smirks at them and on the other side they would have Admiral Kathryn “I Died 7 Times in the Delta Quadrant and All I Got Was a Few Extra Pips” Janeway who is used to dealing with Tom and Harry’s shenanigans. Their kids would be very loved but they are not getting away with anything.

THIS! 🙌🏻😂😍

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cheile

OMG big time facts 😂😂

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protectspock

Voyager characters described badly by me

  • coffee-addicted dog person responsible for everyone's lives
  • rebellion leader with a face tattoo who can't stop making heart eyes at the coffee-addicted dog person
  • very serious grandpa who loves guns
  • closet nerd with daddy issues (x2) pretending to be a Bad Boy (tm)
  • the hardest working latina human-alien hybrid in the galaxy
  • local woman was supposed to be hetero eye candy, but turned out to be a lesbian power icon
  • bitchy hologram who is bitchy, but still deserves basic human rights pls
  • just a funny little guy. a small funky man.
  • for the love of God, give this man a promotion
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So how are we feeling re the confirmed return of Chakotay cos I have to say, 14 year old me hasn’t even BEGUN to process the idea that he and KJ could be sharing the same screen once more

Twenty-four year old me is pretty excited, too.

Fifty-one year old me is losing her goddamn mind.

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dailyau

“We end up together in summer camp so now we sneak out of our cabins with flashlights every night and walk in the forest” AU

- (@wonderjoy-neg)

Note to self: You haven’t written anything in a while. And you got to go camping this summer by the lake for the first time in three years. Does this prompt spark joy? Yes, it might.

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